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June 2011

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Philmont, New Mexico

     Just got back yesterday, from a hiking trip in Philmont, New Mexico with my Venture Crew. :D 12 days. 110 miles. 50 lb pack. Nothing but disgusting trail food. One of the best times of my life. <3

     It was just so great to get away from everything. No worries. No stress. No problems. Just me, a group of my good friends, out in “God’s Country” (which was absolutely beautiful btw). It’s kinda bums me out having to go back to my boring everyday life. Now, I have all these thoughts running through my head that had never occurred to me while I was out there. It was sleeping, when you don’t remember anything from your life, and it’s all about that dream. That moment. But I guess I would have had to wake up eventually.

     They say that everyone goes through some kind of change when they’re out in Philmont, whether it’s big, or small. A good change I mean. As for me, I don’t feel any different. Or maybe I have, but I just haven’t realized it yet. I just hope I realize it soon. Because right now, I’m still just me. And everything I did before this trip never ended up well for me. So, I hope that Philmont has changed me, and I just haven’t realized it. Cuz, that’s way better than no change at all.

   Well. I really strayed off topic there… Anyways, I’m back in my home state of Georgia, and somewhat glad to be back.   

Jun 27, 20119 notes
#Hiking #New Mexico #Philmont #Venture Crew #Change #God's Country
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Stars

As I look up at the stars,
I hope you see them where you are.

Jun 13, 20117 notes
#Poem #Couplet #Stars #Poetry #Love #&lt;3
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For all who are Hurt and Confused .

mrdancerforlife:

If you’re doing what you know is right then everything will work out in the end.

Jun 12, 201129 notes
Pieces Red

Red - Pieces

Love this song.

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Jun 12, 2011
Another Sleepless Night

Recently, I’ve been having loads of trouble getting to sleep. I guess it’s cuz I’ve been really distracted with things, and I can’t get my mind to stop thinking. I’m just too focused on everything. I kinda just want one night when I can lay down and forget everything. Just for a night. I wish for one of those perfect dreams, in which everything goes right, and you never want to wake up. I haven’t had the desire for one of those in a while, but now, it’s something I’m looking forward to. If I can finally get to sleep that is.

Jun 12, 2011
#Can't sleep #5 am #Dream #trouble #forget #wish
I'm sorry.

I’m sorry that I’m not good enough.
I’m sorry that I’m boring.
I’m sorry that I can’t make you laugh.
I’m sorry that I’m not big and muscular.
I’m sorry that I can’t impress you.
I’m sorry that I can’t make you feel special.
I’m sorry that I’m not fun.
I’m sorry that I’m a coward.
I’m sorry that I’m not a tough guy.
I’m sorry that I’m not the pretty boy that girls chase after.
I’m sorry that I’m not enjoyable to talk to.
I’m sorry that I’m so emotional.
I’m sorry that I’m not your knight in shining armor.
I’m sorry that I can’t sweep you off your feet.
I’m sorry that I’m annoying.
I’m sorry that I’m not important.
I’m sorry that my best wasn’t good enough.
I’m sorry that I’m not good enough.

Jun 9, 2011
#I'm sorry #&lt;/3 #poetry #heartbreak #sorry
"just a boy with a dream" ? what's your dream?

To live happily ever after with the girl of my dreams. I know it’s cheesy, but it’s all I ever wanted.

Jun 9, 2011
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