I read a quote today that said,” You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of embarrassing bravery. And I promise, something great will come of it.” and if I think about it, almost all of my most amazing and most memorable moments in my life would have never happened if I didn’t have the that burst of courage. I’m sick of hiding myself as a person and I can’t help but think that my last relationship ended because he only got to see the fully real side of me a few times. I want to be the girl that goes after what she wants and has loads of confidence. I also received a compliment today: that I had a really great personality. And I think back to the situation, and the only reason I was like that was because I was fully comfortable with everyone there. Well, I want to be like that all the time, confident in everything I do.
I know that feeling. Except it’s with just this ONE person. With everyone else I’m all fine and dandy just doing my own thing, but whenever I see her I just kinda blank out… I think that I need some of this “embarrassing bravery”. And what do you know, she just messaged me! I guess now is a good time as ever to try this out!